"That's not what I meant." She sucked a burst of air in between her teeth, her jaw clenched. Logic and emotion collided dizzily in her brain; she fought for clarity, for her own single-minded rage. "You want me to tell you why I'm pissed off. If you want it, you don't get it in a nice little package, all analyzed like I'm a data stream rather than a person. When you did wrong, you get the whole fucking ball of shit, and you deal with it."