James Buchanan "Bucky" Barnes (
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It took a while, before he dialed the phone on the card. Weeks, he thought, he wasn't very good at keeping up with the dates. Or, rather, he didn't care that much.
But time had passed since the party. He'd memorized the information, then burned the card - in his experience already, anything after the last wipe wasn't going away, so he was using what part of his memory he could. Extensively.
In the end, though, he just picked a street phone and punched the number.
"Ms. Fukuyama?" Yes, she'd told him to call her Fuu. He couldn't be sure she'd pick up the phone herself. "This is James Banes."
That was how normal conversations went, wasn't it?
But time had passed since the party. He'd memorized the information, then burned the card - in his experience already, anything after the last wipe wasn't going away, so he was using what part of his memory he could. Extensively.
In the end, though, he just picked a street phone and punched the number.
"Ms. Fukuyama?" Yes, she'd told him to call her Fuu. He couldn't be sure she'd pick up the phone herself. "This is James Banes."
That was how normal conversations went, wasn't it?
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Letting go of the menu, he lowered his gloved hands under the table.
"And, as I told you before, to learn. I'm... They have repeatedly removed my memories, for a long time. I'm missing parts of everything, and just reading about what I should know, or might know, doesn't really cut it. So I do, also."
Slowly, he turned his hand palm-up. She could take her time to think on that and ask further. He was here.
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Very quietly, "And who are you, to be so important to keep?"
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He reached inside a pocket and took out a weeks-old leaflet from the Smithsonian. It wasn't crinkled - instead, it was carefully folded, and folded again, util it was neat and small and easy to carry around.
On the one side, it explained about the Howling Commandos exhibit.
On the other, it was about one Sergeant James Buchanan Barnes. The picture was pretty recognizable, too. So were the dates listed under it.
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Inside were a number of documents, obviously printed from the computer. A birth certificate, made out for James Buchanan Barnes, with the names of his parents. A registration into the military. A small assortment of photographs, from boy to young man . . . one of them a quick, faintly blurry photo of two young men, grinning, one small and blond in comparison to the other's darkness.
Military records. And a death certificate.
"It explains nothing." Her voice stayed the same quiet, remarkably even tone. "Even if I am to believe it. So I have to ask you again: Who are you, to be so important to keep?"
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On the one hand, it was information he wanted. He'd not dared to pull it up, because it would put a target on him. On the other hand... seeing it in the hands of somebody else? It chafed. Everybody else always had the information on him, and he was left with scraps. It made him angry, and he took the effort to wait until the rage had passed, before answering.
With a question.
He reached up, and his gloved fingers touched, lightly, the picture of him with a skinny, small blond. (It hadn't been hallucinations. He had known him like that, not just the strong, fast target...)
"Do you know who this is?"
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He shook his head quickly.
"I don't have the whole story. He does, but going near him is dangerous. They'll be keeping an eye on him."
His eyes returned to the picture. "He's Captain America. Before the serum that made him look like..." He waved a hand towards the flier. "Like that. But he wasn't the first one to receive the serum. Before it was ready, a Nazi scientist called Johann Schmidt insisted on taking it. He became..." A frown flitted over his features at the echo of a memory. "Disfigured. He was the man who founded Hydra. Arnim Zola worked for him."
And he needed another moment to wrestle his anger under control. The waiter took a look at him, then decided he'd come back for their order later.
"I was in the Army. The regiment I was in was captured, most of it, by Hydra. Zola... experimented on me. So when this happened," he pointed out the page in the file listing his fall from the train, "I didn't die. I was... It hurt much. I lost an arm." This part was from memory, rather than pieced together later. After DC.
"I was made more durable. Stronger. Faster. Like Captain America, sort of." Only not exactly. "I was made their weapon. Suspended animation between missions. No failures."
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"Suspended animation isn't supposed to exist . . . Cryogenics . . . it's an experimental field at best."
But then again, the things that had happened on the other side of the country recently weren't supposed to happen either. People with more power than anyone should have, technology that was only just beginning to be discussed . . .
"James . . ."
But she didn't know what she was trying to say, or what she meant to in the first place. Maybe it was a last chance to take it back, to say all of this didn't exist.
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He shivered, minutely, at the memory of the cold. The actual memories of the cryochamber were missing (for now), but nothing could take away the memory of the cold. The helplessness.
So he took a step sideways from that. "Hydra were using weapons that today would be called lasers. In 1943. Only not really, a laser would blow a hole into a person, unless I misunderstand things. Those blue beams could turn a person into ash... and Schmidt had tanks working with them..."
He blinked, then shook the memory. At least he thought it was a memory.
"People don't know much of what's happening around them, unless they need to. That's probably best for most people, too."
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"Why did they keep you?" The question returned, slightly sharper than intended. "Because of him?"
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"Of course not. He was dead - they thought he was dead. When they captured me first, they didn't know there was a connection, either. I was just... good. And I became better."
Better weapon.
"Of course, there is the fact that I was the only one who survived their initial experiments. They probably wanted to know why, too." His mouth twisted in something that had nothing in common with a smile. "I now suspect they wasted their own answer by wiping my mind."
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And then suddenly she was moving, sliding out of the booth to push herself to her feet.
"Need some air."
And she was gone.
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... only to see her still standing there. He didn't get too close.
"Should I return inside and wait for you there?"
He would, too. If she needed space from him for a longer time, he would give it to her - it was her decision.
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Her face turned back to him at the movement, at the sound of his voice.
"Why are you here?" Her voice was soft. "Don't give me some answer about how I asked you. We both know if you hadn't wanted to come, you could have vanished. Slipped off to some other country, been some face I saw once at a party, and never again. You came back . . . and that was a choice."
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Oh, yes, he knew what her next question would be.
"As long as Hydra exists, they'll come after me. I can't even begin to make up for what I've done until they're after me. So I'll bring them down."
So simple.
So final. He meant it absolutely.
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"I meant, James, what you want from me. With the point that you didn't have to tell me any of it."
Maybe weapons didn't want anything . . . but he did.
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He thought over it for a moment. (No, not many things, not ones he understood or had a clear way of thinking how to achieve, at any rate.)
"I told you back at the party. I need... to learn. About all the things that I've lost, wiped and wiped again. Some of them, I can fill in by watching. You're the first person who wasn't... intimidated away by the way I am. And I still want to learn." A slight head-tilt. "And I don't think there's a way you'll stay safe if you only know part of the story. It's hard to believe with all the pieces available."
His mouth pursed. "Besides, if I didn't give you answers and you decided to pursue them, and me, anyway, I'd have one more person, one whom I don't know and can't predict, to watch for going after me. Hydra's plenty enough."
He may not have realized, yet, that Steve was after him, too, but he knew it wasn't a threatening type of pursuit.
Silence stretched for a little longer, before he added, "and I enjoyed talking with you. Not something I'm used to."
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"You really haven't had much conversation."
One last breath of her cigarette, and she flicked the stub away, sending it rolling and bouncing into the street. Her eyes were back on him. "All right. Tell me what I need to be wary of, being around you. Men crashing through my ceiling?"
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The pictures showed it, at least.
But the relief faded, drained, pooled in the darkness at his feet and tried to pull him under.
"I don't know if you looked much into what happened in DC, but the significant property damage... it was the price for not getting something much worse. There were three massive weapons, ready to take out people in the range of tens of thousands per round of ammo. People targeted by their genetic scan, identified as targets by an algorithm extracting their past, from their digital signature, and projecting their future. Hydra was going to take out everybody who was likely to create problems for them. The estimation was around twenty million, globally."
He knew the numbers. Those had been programmed into him after the last wipe.
"If I am identified, and you through me, you probably won't see them coming. I was the best at that, a ghost, but they have others.
"It's why I didn't want to say any of it over the phone. Keyword searches are far simple and more reliable than voice identification. And somebody, somewhere, records everything that gets onto a digital carrier. Phones in Zimbabwe are analogue. But not so much over here."
This time, his teeth flashed in a sort-of smile in the darkness. "Most people don't quite have to worry about such individual attention. Unless I make a mistake, you're safe from them. And I won't make a mistake."
He wouldn't say that she was safe, considering her job, and her employer. Just safe from the beast in the shadows that he'd told her about.
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So keeping herself safe involved keeping him safe. She didn't like that -- that reliance on someone else not to make a mistake, not to slip up. Humans were imperfect, prone to distraction, to exhaustion, to error.
"There's always someone better," was her short reply. "Better than you, better than me. The trick is to play the game so the odds are always in your favor -- and then don't rely on the odds to save you."
One hand pushed the hair back from her face, mouth twisting. "Don't get me started on how stupid the idea of an algorithm like that is. I'm sure some Hydra mathematician who sees the world only in black and white thought that formula was a stroke of genius. But in a world of over 7 billion, knocking off 20 million is a grain of sand. Humanity isn't that simple. Sometime, somewhere, someone is bound to do something inconceivably, unpredictably stupid."
In spite of the fervor of her words, she trailed off, and for a long moment stared into the darkness beyond the nearby streetlamp.
"I won't rely on you to protect me." The words came suddenly again, quiet but sharp on her tongue. "But I have things to do that I need to stay alive for, so I'll trust that you won't make that goal harder. I'll do what I can to interrupt or confound whatever hold they're trying to have on you. But you're required to stay alive so that I don't have to worry about what happens after."
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But the enjoyment faded away at the mere thought of Zola.
"The man who invented the algorithm... was in fact, working to aim for the ones who would do such incredibly stupid things. They learned when Captain America brought them down, after all, and he's... exactly that kind of stupid." A faint glimmer of warmth shaded his voice, when he talked about Rogers, but only a very distant, one. "What he was targeting primarily were the people who would do that no matter what. Then the people who'd react to it. Take out the kindling, and no matter how many sparks you might have missed... there won't be a fire. And they can take out the sparks at their leisure."
He wanted to give her a better idea about the twisted genius that Arnim Zola had been. But, try as he might, he couldn't bring himself to compliment the Swiss.
As to her final declaration, he nodded. It was the best option. "That's a better way to do it. I won't make a mistake, but I've been telling you the stakes so that you don't have to rely on me alone. If you don't know what you're fighting against, it's so much easier to fall into a trap." He canted his head.
"How good of a scramble are you talking about?"
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The corner of her mouth twitched wryly. "But it doesn't matter. It still would have meant that 20 million people would be dead."
Her shoulders lifted. "In terms of your question . . . for that I'll need data. What they collect, how they collect it, how they store it, their process of analysis. The less digging I have to do, the faster I can work, the more I can target, and the better whatever I try will hold."
Wry again, "It seems like most men in your position would have opted for plastic surgery and an unknown shack in the mountains."
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He shook his head, but didn't argue anymore.
For a moment, he watched her, with the last statement, closer than laughing - not very humorously, but laughing all the same - that he could ever remember being.
Then he pulled up the sleeve of his jacket, and tugged the back of his left glove down, letting the distant street light glint off the metal. "Not everything about me can be covered up by plastic surgery, Fuu.
"As to what they collect... for the algorithm, everything. From facebook posts to bank account movements, test results... anything and everything. When they're looking for somebody, it's focused more on a specific individual. Keyword searches over all channels that they listen on - audio, text. Pattern recognition over video. They watch over people using twitter when they're on the lookout, for anything that might be a lead-in. If it's on a digital carrier somewhere... it'll probably be accessible to them, eventually."
It was a bleak picture he was painting. But even without the hub of SHIELD resources, even without the cover, HYDRA was a powerful, powerful organization, and it was important not to underestimate it.
"But, other than the automated optimized searches, it still takes people to direct them. One of the things I'm doing is try to remain as unpredictable, compared to both the life I knew I've led and the missions I've had as their asset."
Hence a shady businessman party on the West Coast. Hence Zimbabwe. Hence learning in the least direct ways that he could manage. His hand shifted on the folder he was holding. "And that's why I thank you very much, for bringing this to me, even if you did it for a very different reason. There's much I don't remember yet."
He shook his head.
"I'm sorry. This has been mostly about - me. But I think it's a good habit to get the most dangerous out of the way first."
Beat.
"And so you know, if you turn around and walk away from this all right now, that it's not a wrong choice to do so. Also, in that case, not to step on any toes."
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Her eyes flicked sideways up towards him, beneath her lashes. "Also, I didn't realize this was a date, to worry about getting the entirety of myself out on the table."
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"I didn't... what?"
That rang bells in his head. Like it should be amusing, like he should be relaxing and making a 'move.'
But damned if he had any idea what that meant.
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